Goals and writing

After finally watching Bungaku Shoujo The Movie, I envied Konoha-kun for having a muse to dedicate his written works to. I realized I don't have one. I then asked myself why am I writing? And I answered because I wanted to be able to create that character that a reader would want to have in their lives. A character that you would die crying for like Coffey. A character that you would have wanted to love you like Jensen. And a lot of other characters that would touch your life. I wouldn't aim as big as wanting to be able to change someone's life through my written works, I'd actually be contented with being able to be a part of someone's life. A one hour perhaps that was given to a story I had written. It will be more than enough for me. Then suddenly, I had an epiphany.

I remembered that there was a time in my life that I had stopped writing. A time when I had lost my dream. And a time when someone gave that dream back to me.

Only he didn't know it. And he probably never will.

And now it's posing as a great problem for me.

How will I ever let that someone who gave my dream back to me know what he did? And how will I be able to thank him?

Update:
I won't be able to thank him, I didn't even finish this. And was just updating today (16.04.17) because I feel like reviving this for personal reasons. Haha.

But seriously. I may notbe able to thank him in real life, but thank you anyway for being my muse back then. I'm currently on the lookout for another muse because I've moved on from you haha (see other post lol), and to anyone who might stumble on this post (no one would 😂, which means I'm free and forever alone), you can volunteer as tribut my commenting. I might see it you know. Peace out.

P.S.I just feel like writing so...