Okay, I’m flipping out. I’m totally flipping out!
Hear me?
But then, why I am flipping out, one might ask.
Simple. I have read again another book about a certain love story where girl-gets-perfect-soulmate and I’m flipping out. Ridiculous, huh?
It’s just not fair. It’s just not very fair! Hence, it is soooo unfair for female protagonists to end up with the one they love and like and be happy about it for, like, forever. Why do they have to be happy? Why? Plus why does it have to be forever?
Heck, I’m whining about a book. Again. *sigh*
I’m a teen, an 18-year old at that. And I don’t have a life. Ugh! (not that I wanted to be involved or anything now, but I would looovee it if by some miracle Kim Na Gil, Lee Seung Hyo, Youngwoong Jaejoong or most especially Jun Matsumoto finally realizes that I’m the woman of their dreams. *wink wink*)
Oh well, I do too, in a way, I realize.
I have a hundreds of crushes, most of them celebs and book/movie/anime characters, and am now obsessing over an almost 30-year old Korean actor (who is really hot! And when I say HOT! With an exclamation point, I mean HOT! With an exclamation point and is in caps lock at that. *drools*)
Picture how I practically am drooling just thinking about him? Major yuck, huh?
Anyhoo, what I am saying is that why is it that life doesn’t work the way it does in books? Why does life have to be a major pain? Especially when it comes to me who’s looking for her akai ito?
Why can’t I have a more adventurous, comedic love life? Aaahh! The dreams of a writer. Dreams of finding the perfect one only a written work of art from an author’s heart could only produce.
I like those guys above because they all played Mr. Perfect in some of their movies and they just fit the part perfectly that it’s a shame not to consider that they might, slight chance that might may be but still might, be exactly the same way in real life.
I wish.
Aaargghhh. I should stop reading books and watching movies or anime. They’re corrupting my already deranged imagination. Deranged from making up what Mr. Soulmate should be like. Plus why do I have to be a writer myself? It’s making me insane! Nuts! Looney! A deranged, looney-balooney, nutcase writer. Aaaaaaggghhhh!
I’ll post my crushes (the celeb and anime ones) pics here. In my whole eighteen years, one hundred three days, fifteen hours and forty minutes of living. (let’s not count the seconds.)
The Crush List
Dennis of Ghost Fighter
He’s my first ever crush. I maybe 6 or 7 that time. And I really like him. His ability and his looks are something. *laughs*
Inuyasha of Inuyasha
He’s a grade 5 crush. It’s the coolest anime that time and I’m so into it. I really love him and Kagome’s love-hate relationship. I’m so addicted to it; I had posters of the anime covering my wall. J
Everyone loves his personality, his principle, and his cat-like looks (I think, it’s cat-like). He’s cute, man! =)) I’m in highschool then, he’s my first crush in Naruto.
Sasuke Uchiha of Naruto
He’s brooding and dark aura makes me like him. He’s cool. I first hate him though, but, oh well, nothing vould make you really hate Sasuke forever, okay?
Neji Hyuuga of Naruto
He’s also cool. My third crush. I also hated his guts especially since he taunts Naruto’s abilities, but I came to love him after the Sasuke kidnapping incident, where he fought with the Spider guy. I hate that guy for hurting my Neji. (Heh-heh-heh. XP)
Rei Kon of Bey Blade
I like him. He is cute, okay?
Lee Syaoran of Cardcaptor Sakura
His character really is the perfect boy. He’s just every Grade school-ers dream boy. J
Tamaki Ricard de Grandtaine of Ouran High School Host Club
He’s the “mother” of the host club. He’s stupid, funny, and dense but he’s sweet.
Natsume Hyuuga of Gakuen Alice
He is also a brooding type. He is a smug, shown to think highly of himself, but caring deep down type of boy. I also love the way he and Mikan’s love story enfolds.
Jun Matsomoto of Arashi (as Shin Sawada of Gokusen (and anywhere else))
I love the character he played in Gokusen. Then I love him as an Arashi member. In Gokusen he’s cool, distant, the brooding type yet lovable. *sigh*(Waaah! I’m hyperventilating. *grins*) I never missed an episode of Gokusen because of him, well actually I did once and I cried my eyes out until I’ve seen the ep. in Youtube. XD
And darn it. I love his group Arashi as well. :D
Rain as Justin of Full House (and as a hot dancer)
He’s a good actor, a hot, sexy, talented dancer, and everyone loves him. And so do I. J
On Ju Wan as Il Jeong of My Mighty Princess
He looks a lot like Rain. But different personalities (the way I see it). And the way he plays the male protagonist/antagonist, best friend and secretly crushing on the lead character is astounding. The last battle scene puts me to tears for about a month and every time I remember it. J
Lee Seung Hyo as Alcheon of Queen Seon Deok
I’m one of those who love Queen SD. Moreover, not only do I love the story but I love this guy as well. His character doesn’t stand out. He’s a Royal Palace Guard who has his principles intact whatever happens. Plus he’s cute. (=P) Anyhoo, I researched about him after falling for him as Alcheon and though he’s not that famous, I like him still.
Kim Nam Gil as Bidam of Queen Seon Deok
The guy I’m currently drooling over. He’s cute! Also I love his character as Bidam, mysterious and daunting at times. He makes me think that he’s an MPD case (hehe) but I love it all the same. He’s bad, and then he’s good. He smiles when in bad mood and his smile is something I would love to stare at and drool over for the rest of my life. (HAHA!) He really has this scary yet cute grin. I also love his moves in Queen SD.
Youngwoong Jaejoong of DBSK
A singer, dancer and actor, all in one. Plus he’s pretty, I mean, handsome. DBSK is a Korean boy band filled with 5 yummy, sexy, hot, talented boys who's got the whole of Asian girls screaming their heads off (no kidding). And, I think, JJ happens to be the pseudo-leader, the one with the most beautiful singing voice and the pretty boy of the group. Girls might want to throw their undies at him (hehe, I won’t do it don’t worry). That’s how pretty or handsome he is. Another thing, I like boys who don’t cry in public. (‘cause I don’t too.)
THE MOST IMPORTANT OF THEM ALL (though that’s not ALL of them, I’m trying to remember my other crushes, but this guy is the most important, okay?!)
Jackie Chan
He is my most loved, most adored, most admired, most idolized, most crush of them all!
Why? Because of all the movies he’d made (and his characters in them), his “The Moves”, his bubbly personality and his as himself (if you’re a fan, you’ll know what I’m blabbering about).
He’s my all-time idol. And I would love to be his daughter, or if I only happen to be older, his wife. (hehehe) That’s how much I adore him. *puppy eyes*
There goes my list, it’s not yet finished, mind you. I forgot some of my crushes’ name but I’m trying to remember okay?
So what’s the point of this whining? Nada. Zip. None.
Oh well, there is, actually. I just wanna say that why is it that there are so many prospect Mr. Soulmate in this world but all of them happens to be a made up character, an actor from somewhere out there, totally out of my reach, someone way, way, waaaayyyy older than me, and someone I’ll never ever really have?
Why? Why?
And then, I happen to always stumble upon books telling about guys who were soooo good you just wished they were yours. *sigh*
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