Call me a crazy, obsessed fangirl. Maybe, indeed, I am. But it doesn't matter. What matters is that I love them. Yeah, you heard me right. I love them. I love DBSK.
Yesterday I bought my copy of MYX Mag The K-Pop Edition. I've been ransacking all bookstores I know since Tuesday trying to look for it. I failed. But yesterday, while I was busy doing my mother's groceries, I saw it. I saw it. And I almost squealed with delight. Almost.
A lucky day.
I bought it and started reading. Although I know the pages tributed for TVXQ would be few (very few, indeed, I found out later, only 2 freaking pages, but well, it's worth it), I still dread the article about them. Considering the fact that they are undergoing the biggest storm in their career (hehe, storm, I like that word a lot, I'm an Arashi fangirl too, mind you).
But I liked the article a lot. Especially the first few lines:
When we speak of the talented boy bands from Korea, there is one group that definitely comes to the mind of a true K-Pop follower. This is TVXQ---
True enough.
It's like you're the dumbest person alive if you claim to be an avid K-Pop lover yet not know about the existence of the gods.
They're the best. They're it. That's why everyone who claims to love K-Pop should know them. That's why most true blue K-Pop lovers adore them. And that's why I love them.
Anyway, the article, though not that touchy-feely puts me to tears.
I was literally crying bucketsful of tears.
Dang, I miss them. I miss reading news about the five of them together. I miss their laugh. Their jokes. And just about everything that concerns them.
God, I miss the five of them so much.
That is why, being the sensitive person that I am, I've written a poem for them. It's a weird poem though. I write stuff about people and things when I want to because I feel a strong need to do so but it is always accompanied with indifference (even just a dash of indifference), but this poem is different. It's all about my feelings about the five of them. All about the love I have for them. (Yes, I love Arashi as much, but please, allow me to offer this for DBSK, just DBSK.)
After being lost in touch with my blog for a month or two, here I am again, back with a broken heart. (haha!) Honestly.
All I can offer
(Don't wanna see you cry)
I don't want to lose you
Not now, not ever
I don't want to see too
the five of you not together
I don't want to hear your cries
Don't want to see your tears
I don't want you to tell me lies
while you're alone facing your fears
Your tears breaks my heart
Your cries kills me
You already are a part
of my life, can't you see?
I will cry for you, yes I will
I'll do it to spare you the pain
So please don't cry, don't make me feel
As if I can't shield you from the rain
Suki da, Te amo, I love you
You've been my gods, my guide
Listen, please, Saranghaeyo
Now, today, no matter what, forever by your side
I love them.
Honto ni.
Ta-ta for now. I'm on the brink of tears yet again. *sigh*
P.S. Thaaanks a lot MYX Mag!
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