I probably seem to be in the mood to rant and hell yes, I want to. It's just so unfair of him to treat me that way when he doesn't even know everything about me in the first place. He doesn't even know anything about the real me when we were still together. So how dare he say I've been doing stupid things lately? How dare he?
Oh, maybe he's saying that answering "yes" to him when he courted me is a stupid move. Then, I must agree with him. It is indeed a stupid thing to do especially by someone whose supposed to be mature. Fine, I know I acted immature then. Really immature. But I don't have any regrets. 'Cause I was able to gain knowledge from the experience which for me is my advantage. Moreover, he got nothing from me. Major haha!
But somehow I just can't forget the way he commented that I did something stupid. An "unexpected stupidity" he says so. So what is the "unexpected stupidity" that I did, I asked him but he won't tell. He said that it's nothing. Period.
If you're someone in the right mind, you won't be saying that someone acted stupid without any helluva reason reason, right? You're saying things because there is a reason, no matter how small, why you said them. I guess, he does't know that.
Poor him.
So why am I even bothering to rant? Because I know that he knows he's doing this bugging me for a reason. He knows that. And I want to know why.
Just to clear things up. The song doesn't really apply as a whole to me. Since I'm not anymore "inlove" with him.
This part does:
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
Makes me run for cover when you're around
And here's to you and you're temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And, I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why?
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